Troll Gentle, Monster Kind

You don't want to hear this any more than I want to say it, but...boss's orders:

You might be lost, looking in the world for the one thing that will actualize you, while simultaneously running from the One thing you don't want to admit might be able to provide that connection.

Tough beans.

Turn around. Admit you've got no idea.

Repent, sinner! Repent!

Kickin' it old school. Hope this helps.